there is this song i love that says "You never stop chasing my soul...I want to waste my life on you Jesus" and I've probably listened to it over 20 times but recently this verse just keeps sticking out to me.

what would it look like if ALL i wasted my life on was Jesus? that's a question i need to continue to ask myself.

because all of that other "stuff" i waste my life on every. single. day. i cant take with me. all it will do is define who i am on this earth and is that what i really want? most of the time, i'm gonna go with no. not at all.

So grateful that he loves me but realizing i never need to be complacent. satisfied. ok with where i'm at. instead i need to always, always be running after HIM no matter how hard it is at times. no matter what distractions get in the way...there will never be a good enough excuse for sitting back and thinking "oh life is good" or "im happy with where i'm at"

"look to the Lord and His strength; seek his face always." 1 chron. 16:11